Minor Problems without Major Solutions

Tonight, I went to see a movie with some friends. When we left the theater, I accidently pulled out in front of a guy that going faster than I realized. Not that what I did endangered either one of us or our vehicles because the only harm done was that he had to slow down to 30mph. Apparently, that was enough to tick him off. Not only did he stare us down as he drove next to us to try and scare us, but he followed me as well. That is so sad (and very creepy) that just because of a small error this person's anger was enraged. Why are we so hostile?? We have everything we need to be more than happy but instead people in our society are more than ready to get pissed over something. Its not just road rage, but everywhere. America, I don't want to bust your precious little bubble, but actually I would if i didn't think that you'd get pissed to the point of showing your teeth.

Set the Sun Where You Want It

A friend and I were talking recently about sunsets. She said that she always wanted to take sunset pictures on a regular basis and make some sort of sunset collage with them. That made me think, what would all my sunsets look like? Would they be beautiful like the one in this picture or would they just fade out into the darkness of the night? Looking at where my life is right now, I'm afraid that my collage would just be a grey piece of paper. That's going to change. Some people find their happiness in love. Some people find it in monetary success. Some people find it living in the moments. What will I find it in? Will my final sunset look as if the color spectrum cried in the sky? Whatever it ends up being, I've made up my mind that I won't leave it to be a dream that one day I'd wish i could rewind.

Brush my teeth
so my words come out clean.
Does it even matter
when you're always
have the right
answer?
Write your answer
down before I
speak and we'll
see if you
change your
mind.

Instant Karma

I can't get this music player to work, but
"Instant Karma: THE AMNESTY INTERNATIONAL
CAMPAIGN TO SAVE DARFUR"
has been released. The album has many great modern artists covering all the classic John Lennon songs. PLUS, when you buy the album you are not only raising awareness on the genocide in Darfur, but giving money to support aid for that suffering region! This is a fantastic cause, so if you can pick up the album or buy some of the songs on iTunes! LET'S END THIS TRAGEDY!!!!

Where do you see this going?

It's hard to believe where I've ended up. Not to say that its bad. I should be very content. As far as worldly things go, I have it made. Loving parents who let me live under their roof, without paying rent, even though I'm 22. Thank God for that otherwise would be really broke! To sum up the rest, food, water, car, clothes, and the many, MANY things we take for granted. However, what has left me sad is where I've led myself. Taking the pilot's seat of my life without having a license has me crashed on this island. I'm tired of living this life. Suicide is what i have left. Not to die, but to kill the selfish man living in me. Please pray for me. That is a selfish request, but its not the only thing i ask. First, look at what you are, and is this what I wanted to become??

Good to be back...wherever back is

I'm Ready. Way too many seconds have pasted, and here i am. If there is anyone who actually reads this, i'm trying to figure out how to import my notes from facebook so i don't have to do alot of work. Which of course i'm going to take the easy way out. However, instead of writing on here once a year i PLAN on keeping this updated weekly (at the least). So from here till there, i'll be back. Back right here.